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Huurraays all! Completed many stuff today. Sense of accomplishment :) Finished BOE, BBF assignment 1 and SPSS (twinnie and jacq, my superwomen! so much for data keying + surveys. BURN THEM!!)! Oh ohhh, I'm also done with the psycho presentation slides! Yayyy! So much for last minute work though. BUT, yay! Sooooo I'm laid back and just singing along to the songs playing now. Happy tunes :) Hahaha, trying to think of a happy thought now. Mmmm, yeah got that. Hehe. Alright before I go to sleep, just wna pen all my thoughts down.

Tomorrow's Today's going to be a L O N G and T I R I N G day. Morning lecture's complusory, so I have to wake up.. Before that I've got errands to run. Print psycho ppt hardcopy, run to IT block to submit and back to LT to listen to coursemates' presentation. Then.. Submit SPSS? And all the way down to Henderson to collect stock. Think it's like damn bloody far from school, and still, we have no nuts about getting there. Anyhoo, after that will be going to make accessories at jacq's place. And lastly, Band. Poot. I really wish to skip later. The thought of it. REALLY TURNS ME OFF, for some reason. :/ Oh well, get to see my darlings. My happy thoughtssss tooooo :)) Beamsss. Hmmm, Friday. Thank God? Lol. Haven't felt any difference yet.. So I'm still going to dread later. Initially I wanted to go for a swim down at hg. And HO-HUM, my plains are ruined 'cause of SCHOOL. :( I NEED A TAN, GODDAMNIT. Sighhhh.. I think I've got nothing else to say. So as usual, picture talk now!


This is what happens when there isn't any customers...

Hahah, that was fun :) Listening to Dashboard Confessional now. Mmmm. Yeah.. Oh ya, believe in karma, bitch. Good night all. BEDTIME! OMGOMGOMG. SO EXCITED TO SLEEP!

Don't wait, don't wait..
The lights will flash and fade away..
The tears will pass you by, don't wait.....

Projects are so damn gay.

And it gave me a big bad headache. Ahhhhh.. My vashtables are crying in pain, whatever you guys like to call my brain cells. Siggghhhh. Yaaaa, still in the midst of doing project, and seriously, marketing data keying(SPSS) is so damn gay. It's giving us a really bad headache, think twinnie is about to puke. Hahaha, lucky we have another person helping us. Huurays to Jacq~~~~~ :) omg luh, the headache's getting worse. Like too much of blood flowing through my brain. I need a stress pill! How I wished i was cycling or even dancing ddr with the Felicias. Like seriously?! Hahaha. Recently I'm addicted to this light mint-chocolate called Delfi. Think I have eaten it like for the past few days, since Sunday? Lol, think everyone loves it too. (Crunch crunch!) :) Maybe tmr would be my fifth box of chocolates. LOL. Okay Mel's scolding me for eating too much of those.Tsk tsk. It's kinda fun doing projects till late at night in TP. Crazy things may happen. It nice to have your friends around to destress. Be it singing and all. :) So gay, huh? Okay Mel say don't gay don't gay. Tonight must cam-whore~ LOL THIS IS GAY, LUH. :) Loves. Back to work....... Boooooooo...

The only thing that we share is the same blue sky.

I've been day-dreaming and have been in a daze lately. As if dreaming would bring me closer... Pffffft.. Oh alright, it's just the aftermath of sleep deprivation. I slept only 5 hours the past 2 nights. Sigh. Wait, why am I sighing. Dumb. Pass few days were finally what I call, Holidays.

I slept for 4 hours the first night, having to wake up early to chose my CDS, and oh well, the dumb TP website decided to die on me. I was sitting infront of the comp since 9.45AM but I could only access it at 10.35AM. Thanks for wasting my time. I could have done that in a few minutes but it decided to die on me. Went cycling at ECP after that shit. Woah, haven't cycled for a long time. Prolly too caught up with school and band? Hmmm.. So, the last I cycled was 3 months ago? I think. Erm. And my.. groin? whatever it is, HURTS. HAHA, Su-h actually said something like, thank God we don't have a dick or something. Ya it's true? Heh. Sat on this lousy bike we rented for 2 hours. A double bike to be precise, with screwed chains and a jammed suspension? Whatever you call that. We will lose control of the bike if we cycle too fast. MICHELLE AND ME RISKED OUR LIVES ON A BIKE! Haha. Actually it was my fault for toppling over the bike. Ermm. MAYBE..... it was THAT bad :/ Erm.... MY BAD!! Okay. I loved the weather. BUT MR SUN DIDN'T SHINE HIS BEAUTIFUL SUN RAYS ON ME. And I didn't get a tan at all! (POUTS.) But oh well, least it didn't rain. Headed down to the beach again. Waves WAVES!! Crashing onto the coastline and my feet. Yayyyy.... I think my mind wandered off again.. Mmmm, skies and clouds were pretty. Imagine skies of aqua and pink(:

Seee.. How sweet(: Mmmmm.. Went on a long bus journey to get back home. I practically nodded off the entire journey. Bathed and went to meet Lou and Kannan at White Sands. Jo-an and Long joined us later. Yay, Kannan cooked for us(: FINALLY, my promise has been fulfilled! Stayed over at his place and movie marathon-ed! YAY. Taxi was good. Freaking hilarious. We marathon Jackass 1, 2, 3 too. I concluded that this bunch of americans are MORONS. Like seriously. Which moron will shove a hot-wheel racing car up his asshole!? And go disturb the doctor?! LOL, but was damn hilarious when his X-ray came out, there really was a car up his butt hole. MUAHAHA. They did a series of STUPID, SELF-TORTURING, MORONIFIED but brave stunts. But I still dont understand WHY they like to toy with their.. Ahem. Anatomy. :) WHAT'S SO FUN ABT IT?! Maybe I'm not a guy, so I'll never understand why. LOL. I like the sit-in-the-dustbin rides. How fun would it be to be pushed down the highest slope in a big wheeled trash bin! I don't care if I overturn and topple over la. LOL. WEEE~ I fell asleep on the last episode. And I didn't know why I was perspiring mad. AND KANNAN, YOUR HOUSE IS ALWAYS FILLED WITH MOZZIES IN THE DAWN. Overnight thrice, and I always got mozzies sucking up my blood! Made me itch so bad. :( Sigh. Slept and woke up a lot of times just to scratch the itch and was almost late for work.

YUP, YOU HEARD ME, I went to work today. Yay.. I missed the kids so much. Felt so loved. Okay not, they just love disturbing and getting me into trouble. But I don't know, I just feel so happy seeing them. And Constance keep hugging me, Malcom and Javen tugging my sleeves. Felt like some mother having to take care of so many babies. HAHA. Well, work ended on the dot and we went for lunch. Walked around Bedok and went to Ling's place. Hubber or Harbour? LOL. IS SO CUTE. LIKE HO MY GOD. I forgot to take his picture. He's as adorable as Bobbie. :) Oh. I played 5 stones. Suck bad at it. I think my hands are too small to even grab all 5 bean bags -__- What a loser. LOL. Guess what.. After sitting too long on her couch, I fell asleep. Totally knocked out. ZzZzzz.. Decided to head home for dinner, but accompanied them to Compass for their dinner, and bubble-tead! :D Yay. I enjoyed the days!! YAY.. Though now I'm soooo lethargic I might just doze off anytime. LOL. So much for last minute blogging. YAWN. Some pictures to end of thoday's post. Night love. Oh ya, Olipoot poot. Get well soon :) Jolene loves you :D and.. I miss SEEHUA and OLIVIA LOVELY! :( Sigh.. AND YAH, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MATTHEW, WHEREVER YOU ARE!! ((: Lol. BYE.


Why can't you see the grass is greener when it rains?

Will you stay awake for me? :)

I'm hungry. And all stressed up. : ( Things can't get any worse, could it? Brain dead already. I can't think further. My empty vessel seems rather overloaded. More like project-thoughts overloaded. I'm SO WORRIED, PARANOID and STRESSED to the MAX. God, I hate this semester. This 2 weeks worth of break is rather redundant. It's like project overload?! Like f. the holidays and chuck it away. Retards! ARRRR.

Okay let me see what deadlines are up ahead:
ONE. MR surveys to be collated by Monday. Go for SPSS enrichment and do data keying. Whatever shit. I missed 2 out of 3 sessions, thanks to my lazy bum me. TWO. Biz Finance project dued on 29th, and holy moley, we have not started doing anything. Great, just great. THREE. Draftings for video and PPT slides for Psychology dued on Thurs, OOO? Where's the video?? Crap. FOUR. Biz Entrepreneur proposal dued on first week of July? Whatever, I haven't even edited my draft at all. Arrrrrr. FIVE. Trading period on mid July. Inventory and stock preperation is driving me insaneeeee. UP UP UP UP THE WALL. ARRR. Why so many things to do?! ARRRG. Okay, enough of me complaining about school. I feel tired just by talking about school work. Work, speaking of work? I have totally no time for it. I miss the kids so much :( Especially Malcom. BOOOO. Nvm... School's more important to me. Sob.. So, I think I have only worked for 3 days for this month. The thought of pay day just UPSETS me... Like reallllll upsettingg.... woooooo... (whines.)

Forget it, Hanna asked me out today. Went to Vivo City! Hmmmm, while I watched her shop for lingeries. Hehe.. I wanted to shop, but I'm so damn BROKE. I've got only $50 for 2 weeks. :( HOW TO SURVIVE. TELL ME?! All thanks to trading period... I've got to sacrifise $100! T_T BAHHHS. Anyway back to shopping, no, my window shopping with Hanna. Yeah, we walked around.. Talked.. Yadah, normal things Honey and Pie loved to do :) Oh and we queued for DOUGHNUTS! BAhahahas. The queue was rather fast I reckon, prolly less than 20mins? I bought a box of 6 doghnuts :)

LOOK AT IT!! Okay, I still think Doughnut Factory has prettier Doughnuts..
Sigh, just by thinking of it, my stomach growled. :/ It's late... I don't wna snack, luhhh. ARRRR. Frustrations. Mmmmmm, then we went home 'cause she decided to accompany the baby at home then to accompany me! :( How upsetting. Anyhooo, met Olivia in the evening for our usual tea + ice-cream session over at Hougang. Wonder why we hav so much things to say? And we can never stop talking..? I wonder.. Hmmm, guess, we're girls and we're the bestest best of best friends. Wth is that, NVM. My bestest girl buddy. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE, THOUGH YOU'VE GOT YOURSELF A BOYFRIEND AND DONT LOVE ME AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE HIM, I STILL DO. Hahaha. Random. Don't forget about me, OKAY?!

kinda malfunctioning..?

Woke up like 2 hours ago, you believe? Lol. Guess I'm that tired, and I don't feel too good either.. Mmmm, it has been quite a busy week that I don't have much time to blabber here, oh well, might as well do it now before I start on my project work (SIGGHHH) Heavy. :(

Tuesday, spent some time with the ex-schoolmates celebrating a not-so-close friend's birthday down at some chalet at Pasir Ris. Well, was invited so I just went ahead. It's also good, 'cause being there, I could at least keep my mind off some stuff which were such a bother and burden to me. Mmmmm, was just good sitting on big boulders and watching the waves crash onto the coastline. Did lots of thinking and talking with SiJin that we started to stare into blank space for awhile. Ya, my mind just went blank as I stared into the sea and sky. Hmm, there weren't a lot of stars 'cause there were rain clouds :( Sigh.. Just so upsetting.. Every night wherever I am, I'll just look up to the sky and beam at the pretty stars. Hmmmm.. LiXuan was my star gazing partner years back then. We just lie on top of the mokey-bars at some playgroud and look and point at those pretty stars. I've been missing out a lot this few years.. Nowadays, everything just seem to be fading away. Hmmm : ( Really missed Xuannie too!! Arrrr, thanks for inviting me though :) doesn't matter if I was bored, 'cause you were there! Yay. Went to Changi Airport after the BBQ since SiJin wanted to go. Just sat at the viewing mall looking at the planes and night lights. Well... just thinking of life.


Wednesday, it was Pisang's outing! Yayyyy. Samantha's month. And 7 Pisangs went to the ZOO. Hahahaha, I really enjoyed myself though it was raining cats and dogs. Hahaha, like how many people would go to the Zoo even on wet weather? Hahaha, you guessed it. Mmm, but it became sunny after awhile. Ya, so after so many years, I'm back there again. It changed soooo much. Hmmm, I think the animals in there look rather sad though. But some are like in a daze and waiting to be fed only. POOR ANIMALS! CAGED AND UPSET! Ohh well, $15 to see them was worth while. Especially with Pisangs around, mocking the animals. WOOPS. Lol, dinner with the rest of the Pisangs, but Jiamin and TK didn't turn up. Hmm, Still there were the 10 of us. Lol, 11-2=9 Pisangs. Hmmm? How come got 10? Lol, because.... Cai's GF tagged along! YAY! Kekeke. So the 10 of us had a super duper filling + sumptous dinner at Chomp Chomp! Hahaha, ate till our hearts drop. We spent... $120++ on food. WOAH MY GOD. Lol. But it was worth it. Chilled out at Haato after dinner. And all went crazy. So much for donkey crack and lap cheong. :/ Thank you, Bananas. The other pictures taken at the Zoo and Chomps, perhaps I'll add on if I've received them. :]


Thurday, was annual Band camp. Hmmmmmmm.. don't know, I feel so bored this year. Was just watching the juniors mingle and having fun, just like my year before. Sigh, we're growing older, don't you agree? Other than being bored, I'm thankful for the people who were by my side during the camp :) Really missed last year. And ho-hum, Jols got sick. Felt so emotional that night. Boooo.. Was quite bad.. But I'm alright already I guess. Thanks Cynthia for the concern, hmm really wanted to tell you about it, but I just couldn't put it all to words... Nvm. Hmmm, seriously, the camp this year was quite a bore luhhh! ... But ya, the time spent with the people around me was priceless. Heh. Thanks Saxy Poots, Seehua darls, Webby and Randy. :)

Saturday, performing at Jurong Bird Park! :) Tonnes of fun with the band ppl. Heh. Though I only got to see the parrots, macaw, talking birds, PENGUINS AND PINKKKK FLAMINGOES, it's for FREEEEEE. OMG! I LOVE PENGUINS AND PINK PLAMINGOES! Okokok. Lol, I know, I'm insane. Back at the bandroom, all were taking photos. Lol. Was funny and all. Heh. After band, POOL!! Like finally! After so many months, we're back at Parkway to play Pool!! Yayness. Hoorays! Seehua darls, Olivia, Yani, Judd, Ericaaa, Law, Randy, YongWei, Frotong and Xinggg! Lol. Thanks all (:


Ha, my essay I wrote again. Phew. Good night. (:

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